Passionate wait for You

Many times I found myself thinking of your arrival.

Will it be soon, will I never give up on it.

My dream of you is clinging to bitter survival.

Will it come true when God sees it fit.

My hearts beats more and more with anxiety.

Trying to find you has become my priority,

thou I know that trying to look for you is mere stupidity,

for time alone shows its great authority,

sometimes making it impossible to wait patiently,

making me doubt my own ability.

Oh, my love, still not here and not yet in sight.

My emotions and fears are an eternal fight.

I can't for see the day of beckoning,

the day stars shine brighter in the silent sky,

when the moon shouts "There's a new beginning!"

making my soul believe my body can fly.

Please, OH, please Chronos take away time.

why are you so cruel, have I committed a crime?

I am in a complete and utter madness,

for waiting and waiting is creating more and more sadness.

To the heavens and the earth I stated and gladly sworn,

that sometime..... someday..... I will see my child born.

This a poem is from my heart for you my unborn baby..... not yet in this time but I am desperately waiting.