Surrender

Once it was really lite, beautiful and the heart was really content. Tomorrows again and again where unremarkable, but today my pain is heavy. Light has faded, eyes wide open, my soul is dense of solid grief and everything feels so....so broken. I perceive my life changing and yield to the love that once was there. Crumble! Crumble to the agony of been distant and to that of your inflexible thoughts, for you are not embracing me and your world is far from my own. What can I do but surrender. Concede to my outcast notion of ageing time to the point of insanity. I cannot go on. I feel as if the air itself is running away from my existence. It's to much for me to bare. Your are part of me and yesterday, definitely, the only way I could live. But today? Today is just  ailment consuming every sound recollection I have of myself and devouring  the muse of all endearment of mine that once was what kept me alive. He perishes, that person that formerly reside in me swiftly diminishes. Your time is almost up.